I have the strength to carry you to the greatest height,
I have the power to make you fall on your knees and lower your sight,
I have the gift to cure you with just one tear drop from my eye,
I am ME !!!
I burn alive and rise again from my own ashes....
And I NEVER fade Away !!!!!!
I wish To write something... but somehow my thoughts seem to be running wild off late.. everytime I open the blogsite and think of something to jot down.. I realise I have lost the train of thought.
I hope this gets fixed soon.. I need to get back on track..
I will start dance lessons and guitar lessons again soon.. hope that helps me get my bearings straight..
And then one day.. He will come.. Come looking for me.. and make me his Princess and take me away.. away from it all..
"I understand feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places that you didnt know you had inside you !!!
And it doesnt matter how many new hair-cuts your get, or Gym's you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfrends.. you still go to bed every night.. Going over EVERY detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could've misunderstood..
And how in the hell for that brief moment, you could think that you were that HAPPY ????
And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door...
And after all that........ However long all that may be..
You'll go somewhere new and you'll meet people who'll make you feel worthwhile again..., and little pieces of your soul will finally come back.. and all that fuzzy stuff.. those moments of your life that you've wasted.. That will eventually begin to FADE!!!!"
Life will turn a new leaf.. and we will start afresh....
The above para mentioned in quotes is taken from "The Holiday" remarkable movie.. Minor changes been made by Moi!!
Why do I always pick the BAD guy ?? Lemme rephrase it.. Why despite knowing that he is a BAD guy.. do I fall for him ??
Bacause I am hoping that I am WRONG.. and everytime he does something that tells me he's NO good... I IGNORE it...
And everytime he comes through and surprises me, and wins me over...
I loose the argument with myself that he is NOT FOR ME...
Turns out he was'nt in love with me...
Like I had thought..
