"I understand feeling as small and insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places that you didnt know you had inside you !!!
And it doesnt matter how many new hair-cuts your get, or Gym's you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfrends.. you still go to bed every night.. Going over EVERY detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could've misunderstood..
And how in the hell for that brief moment, you could think that you were that HAPPY ????
And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door...
And after all that........ However long all that may be..
You'll go somewhere new and you'll meet people who'll make you feel worthwhile again..., and little pieces of your soul will finally come back.. and all that fuzzy stuff.. those moments of your life that you've wasted.. That will eventually begin to FADE!!!!"
Life will turn a new leaf.. and we will start afresh....
The above para mentioned in quotes is taken from "The Holiday" remarkable movie.. Minor changes been made by Moi!!
Currently feeling: content