Fickleness of my mind resides here

I never really understood that statement . whenever I heard in a movie or even from someone I thought whats the worst that could happen ??

But now suddenly jus a few days ago talking to friend it hit me like a lightning bolt.. I realised exactly what I used to wish for when I was alone back in Sydney and now I know I have it.. and it seems like this is not what I wanted..

Its like a feeling of you going into a restaurant hungry as hell and then you place your order and what comes to your table is something completely different... the feeling we have when someone else gets our pizza delivery and we are stuck with something we cant eat... hehehe something we didnt want...

Is this gods sense of humor?? you wanted it darling.. here you have it and more than you can take.. I think he sits up there and gets his kicks out of seeing us suffer ..specially when we suffer at the hands of our own demands...heehhe

well. no way out..

Just an advice to all :

BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR !!!!

Are you lonesome tonight,
do you miss me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted apart?
Does your memory stay to a brighter sunny day
When I kissed you and called you sweetheart?

Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there?
Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?


I wonder if you're lonesome tonight
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.

Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.

Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you won't come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down.


Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?

Ruchika

I totally forgot to write about this ..I have recently been to the U.A.E. and to be precise to Dubai .. awesome place.. but too HOT.. even in the winter season I couldnt bear the heat ...

We were there for 2 months and stayed at my massi's place.. had a real good time with massi and uncle.. went out.. saw shopping malls.. movies.. and also went to the global village fest. Amazing amount of money in this lil country man .. ferrari's and corvette's are just found around like anything..

Gold is sold like as if it were fishes .. its like a fish mart there .. when it comes to gold.. and the best part is everything is tax free..

Saw the only 7 star hotel in the world.. but from afar .. I guess its looks good only from a distance

Now we are in Delhi in the process for applying for our Australian PR.. hope it comes thru quick .. and when it does I will fly right out of here back to Sydney

Now I am hungry and sleepy.. so time for me to kiss goodbye :@

P.S. Today marks exactly 4 months since we've been married.. and my husband does not remember.. sweet

Ruchika

Wishing everyone a  Very Happy and Prosperous new year

common 2006 .. we are ready !!!