Fickleness of my mind resides here

I wonder .. a lot of times .. if god is true.. if he's real.... or is it just a make belief made by us .. someone we can blame when things go wrong in our lives.. ?? Coz not many people seem to be looking up to god these days..
People kill in the name of god.. , hurt someone else.. all in the name of god.. deprive a baby of its family.. in the name of god.. why ??
Just to make your sins justified you blame him ??

Not going too far .. I am an Indian . lived in India most of my life.. seen the riots and the curfews in the cities and towns in India .. all that happens in the name of god.. all because we dont think we can live with someone or share anything with someone. so we blame it on their religion ?? fights .. killing someone.. burning down houses.. houses where people made homes.. a family dwell there .. and now its all gone.. all in one shot.. one ball of fire.. an they are all history .. I wonder which one of the holy books .. may it be the Gita, Bible or Quran Sherif .. says that you need to kill another to keep yourself alive... ??? if god is real .. why all this ?? why these riots ?? why doesnt god stop all these.. if he cant .. why doesnt he atleast give people .. his followers the sense to live and let live.. help not kill.. if you cant love all. . atleast dont hate the ones you cant love.. they might mean a great deal to someone else.. their life might be of a great importance to someone else..

I just wish this would end .. coz when I look at this picture of todays world.... I am scared to bring another life into this world.. this is certainly not the world I would want to raise my children in ..
Cant imagine the pain those people go through who have lost their loved ones in these communal riots all over the world..

Peace isnt that bad !!!

Wanted : A guy

To be considered for the position of a boyfriend .. Due to recent changes I have discovered the need for a Boyfriend in my vicinity . This is a Casual Position, but depending on the person could turn permanent , by which I mean he could turn out to be the ONE...

To be considered for this position you must have the following skills/qualities in you..

Loving, Caring, Considerate, Gainfully Employed, smart(as in intellect), good looking, respectful, and one who can handle a lil load...

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I was just thinking about the perfect guy or gal for anyone out there who is single..

I mean what are the pre - requisites we look for in our partner .. I mean initially its more or less like the first guy/girl who asks you out or agrees to you turns out to be your perfect person ..

But I am talking about now.. like when you turn 22 or so .. and then you realise that being single sucks.. and i wonder if anyone has ever noticed... when you are a couple .. you dont seem to see many couples around you .. even if you do see them.. they seem quite insignificant.. But when you are single.. its like the whole world is in love except you .. somewhere you see couples.. somewhere you see people buying flowers.. and the first thought that enters your mind is .. these flowers are for their loved one.. their better half..

And then the train of self pity arrives on the platform of your mind.. hehee.. its so pitiful.. hehee

Oh by the way that wanted thingie was just a joke.. so no one should take it seriously.. allthough i doubt anyone would read my blogs.. but still.. better to be safe than sorry ..

YIPPY.. I went to the easter show last night .. man was it fun or what .. I was like a lil kid in a HUGE candy store.. hehe.. had lots and lots of krispy kreme's doughnuts.. i am assuming i have put on a lot of weight . hehehe.. we friends had a challenge to go through a water fountain .. for a 100 bucks.. and i went thru .. now i have a terrible cold.
the performers were just amazing.. superb rides... there was this opening act which was a horse show.. all trained horses.. it was beautiful.. then came the story of the man from the snowy river .. which i got quite bored watching.. might just rent the movie and watch it .. then came the amazing car show.. 4 holdens.. absolutely fab .. after which it was the bike riders.. man they could do some stunts.. but it was great .. forgot to take my camera.. ese i would have posted pics and all ... but i will take pics of the stuff i got from the show... and then upload them here .. anyways.. i gotta go now.. lunch time..
I'll remember last night forever ... never had this much fun in a very long time....

Just finished work .. and it was so busy today .. sometimes i feel like people dont have anything better to do in life than just rent movies all over the weekend.. and then increase my work load... but then i feel like if these people werent like this.. then i probably wouldnt have a job... anyways dead tired right now. but i am keen on watching something befor i hit the sack .. .. gotta get home now..

rest time..